6th May 2012

Failure And Forgiveness

“Immediately a cock crowed. Then Peter remembered the word Jesus had spoken: ‘Before the cock crows, you will disown me three times.’ And he went outside and wept bitterly.”
Matthew 26:75 (NIV UK) 

Have you ever wondered whether God is fed up with you? That might well have been Peter’s gravest concern after he denied Jesus three times that agonising night when Jesus was arrested and condemned. 

John’s Gospel, chapter 21, tells us that several weeks after those events, Peter and six other disciples had been hard at work all night on the Sea of Galilee, but every cast of their nets pulled in empty. As dawn broke, someone appeared on the shore, shouting for them to cast the net on the other side of the boat. They did as he said and caught so many fish they could barely haul the net ashore. Then the disciples realised that the stranger was Jesus. He already had a fire going, with fish on the coals and bread baked. He called them over to eat with him. 

When they finished, Jesus asked Peter some embarrassing questions. They were embarrassing because before his arrest, Jesus told the disciples that they would all fall away. But Peter argued vigorously. “Even if everyone else deserts you, I will stand with you. Even if I have to die with you, I will never disown you!” But he did disown Jesus—three times! 

Now, as they rested together on the seashore, Jesus asked Peter, “Do you really love me more than the other disciples?” Remembering his former braggadocio, Peter must have felt ashamed. He answered, “You know I love you.” Jesus responded, “Feed my lambs.” 

Peter probably didn’t know what Jesus meant, and it must have been a little disconcerting when Jesus asked again, “Do you truly love me?” Peter probably looked at the ground and mumbled in a strained voice, “Yes, you know I love you.” “Feed my sheep,” Jesus repeated. 

Then the Gospel writer tells us Peter was grieved when Jesus asked him for the third time, “Do you love me?” “Lord,” Peter pleaded, “You know all things. You know I love you.” “Feed my sheep,” Jesus told him again. 

Three denials, three failures. That was Peter’s story. But rather than condemnation, Jesus gives Peter three invitations to restoration—“Do you love me?”—followed by three affirmations of trust and confidence—“Feed my sheep.” 

Jesus saw what Peter could not see. He knew Peter’s failure. He was under no illusions about Peter’s inability to be faithful under pressure. Yet Jesus came to him precisely in that failure, forgiving, helping, and encouraging him—not only accepting Peter in spite of his weakness, but entrusting him with duties of the kingdom. Peter felt unworthy. And he was. But Jesus made him worthy. 

The disciples’ weaknesses and disloyalty did not destroy their relationship with him. His love for them had not diminished in the slightest. He was still their Lord, their Master and their friend. The same is true of us. Even in our unworthiness, Jesus makes us worthy—full of worth to the One who gave himself for us, and who never stops loving us. 

Prayer
Holy Father, You ‘owned’ us even when we were your implacable enemies. Help us to avoid Peter’s agonising example, and always to acknowledge you, ‘own’ you, and show by example that we follow you. In Jesus’ name we pray.
Amen
 

Study by Joseph Tkach

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